Kokoro Botan

During the high school entrance ceremony, Koga Eito from the special class helps Kasuga Niina from her poor health. His gentle manner captivates Niina, making her confess her feeling towards him. Thus, the trials in love of this couple begin.

As time passes, Niina finds it difficult to continue loving him since there are instances when he seems to be playing with her feelings. For her, going out with Koga may bring a grim future to her.

rank : ★★★★☆

It's the Hormone........I think

Lately, aq senang sgt nangis n get too emotional

Hanya disbbkan something yg remeh-temeh je

I used to be a very strong n kinda stubborn

But now, even benda kecil pon mampu buat aq tears up

Such as:

1. hearing news bout throwing babies in the drain n toilet bowl ...

    it kinda make me sad cause I love babies soooo much

   When the paper show the pics......I get moved, I cry.....n pissed off

   how could they throw the babies just like that??? I couldn't even pinch at them
   What I could say is just swearing n wish that those who treat the babies like that will regret n repend..... for

    heaven sake! I wish there's no more babies will be thrown

( dpt bygkan x? brape jm baby ni da mcm ni?? Ya Allah tolong rahmati baby ni, i'm totally moved by this pic)

2. my best friend b'day is coming .....so, aq tulislah surat wish b'day utk dier.....mase aq tulis tu aq menangis!

    klakar en.....lawak gler bile aq pikir, tapi mase tu aq tgh ade feeling sbb tu ar

    aq thnx her cause she's the best friend ever! dier x kesah walaupun aq ni x cantek, kaye, baik....she

    always there, I love her with all my heart.........Tuhan je tau betapa aq appreciate sgt n bersyukur sgt sbb

    dpt kawan macam dier........God knows

3. baru2 ni ade sukantara final.....i got chose utk lontar peluru wakil wira, n guess what? Aq x dpt lepas 3.5 

    meter pon, I rase cam useless gler cause I could try better....Nape aq bagi nervous tu menguasai diri aq??

    mmg totally rase cam x gune.... Lepas lontar peluru tu, aq ngn Jee gi tgk yg lompat tinggi.....Ade sorang

    budak, Form 1 I think, she's about to crying you know...... she try her best, and she's at her limit , but she

    try! and try and keep trying... da lebih 3 kali die stop dpn palang sbb dier rase cam x yakin....mase tu aq 

    rase cam nk nanges " Nape la aq x cube mcm die??? Even Form 1 is better than me.....I'm totally sucks!"

    and I endup crying gak... I cry a lot! cause aq syg ngn Wira sesangat, aq ni senang sayang benda n aq bile

    da sayang aq akan setia! Mase dorang announce yg Wira kalah road run tu pon aq nk nanges sbb aq x

    dpt sumbang mata..... Wira, even kalo kalah pon, aq x tetap sokong nyer! HIDUPP WIIRAA!!!

Aq rase sbb aq senang nanges mungkin imbalance hormone atau pon hormone wanita semakin bertmbah....well, I dunno

Satu je aq harap.... aq x nak slalu nanges sbb aq x suke tunjuk kelemahan aq kat org len! aq x suke org sympathy or anything kat aq...I hate it!! soo damn much! Aq nk jadik stroong as I used to be

Aq x suke org tgk aq nanges..... Itu menunjukkan aq ni seorang yg lemah! Aq nk jadi seorang perempuan yg kuat! Lagi kuat dr my friend cause kalau aq x kuat, mcm mane nk jage mak ayah?? adik2???

I hafta be STRONG.... Strong girl, strong

Someone You Love

Everyone has their loved one

Their mom, dad, sis, bros, friend n partner

When your beloved one in trouble

Surely you would protecting him/she ,right?

When your beloved one in pain

Of course you want to do something to reduce the pain , right?

And when your beloved is crying

Of course you're thinking of comforting her/him or lend her/him your shoulder , right?

And so do I

I hurt when I see my beloved in hurt

I felt useless when I cant do anything to help her/ him

What can I do is ....................... nothing, just watch her/him in pain

It's way more difficult than Math

It's wayyyy more difficult than wateva works

Cause it's your beloved one we're dealing here

If it takes my life to save my beloved one,

I would...... with all my heart

I'll be happy seeing him/her smiling with happy bright face

I'll be happy seeing hiim/her safe wherever she's

I'll be happy if she's happy

Is it the Walls?

You and I were getting far away,
Why it has to be like this?

We use to share things together
But now, it seems akward
I cant really share things with you anymore

Who make this walls?
When did it has been there?
What make them there?

Too many things are in my head

And now, I'm getting scared
I'm getting insecure
Scared if you leave me

There's like a very big rock stuck in my throat
Why cant I just say it?
Say that we've change

Who's changing right now?
Me or you?

If it's me.....
Please tell me
I'll change..

Let's together break the walls
Walls that kept us this way

THE  END

Only You Know Me

You know when I'm lying
You know why I've been moody
You know what's in my mind
You know that I've been crying alot

but even you know it

You just lemme keep on  lying
You dont even want to cheer my up
You still cant do what I want

Doesnt it still the same?? Whether you know it or not
It's just the same
And I think it's better you dont

Kaichou wa maid-sama ( Anime )

synopsis:

Seika High School, once an all-boys school notorious for its wild students and for generally being a terrifying place for girls, has recently become a co-ed school. With the female population still a minority and living in fear of the over-the-top antics of the males, Misaki Ayuzawa takes it into her own hands to reform the school and allow the girls to feel safe in the rough environment.
Training, studying and even becoming the first female student council president of the school, Misaki has gained a reputation among the male students body as an uptight boy-hating dictator and as a shining hope for the teachers and fellow female students. However, despite her tough-as-nails appearance, she secretly works part-time at a maid cafe in order to support her family. Unfortunately, her hard-earned reputation is threatened when the popular, attractive, and somewhat impassive Takumi Usui takes an interest in her after discovering her in a maid uniform after school.



comment --> good and interesting.....luv the heroin sooo much!! they were meant together <3

Buat Jugak!

Manusia ni mmg dilahirkan dgn sifat ingin tahu

Kalo dilarang makin dier nk buat

X caye??? ok fine

kalo aq kate

" jgn bygkan gajah bertompok hijau duduk atas kereta kancil merah"

mesti korang wat jugak en...

x yah nk nipu aq la

manusia ni mmg camni

suke sgt x dgr ckp

Ape nk jadik la ngn korang ni

Kalo bukan hal ko jgn la masok cmpr

Kalo hal peribadi org jgn la nyebok amek tau

Kengkadang org boleh bengang + annoyed tau x

But, it cant help right.....cause it's human being, wanna know thing

It have good side too.....

Contohnye:

Pelajaran

Kalo x tau kite tanye org.......

Jgn la wat cam tau

Tu namenye bongok sombong!

Tapi kalo da masok ttg mende x senunuh tu jgn la menggataii nk tanye

Contohnye:

" wei, ape maksud cikaro? "

" wei, bohsia tu pe? "

jgn la menggedik cam bodoh sgt

da tau tu diam2 je la

yg hang menggataii tanye nape??

tu la bebudak zaman skang

Kengkawan & Famili

Kalo kawan/famili yg muke cam saket tu tanye la

Jgn la biarkan je

Sebagai kawan yg bek kene la prihatin sket

Tah2 dier ade problem ke

Ni x.....biar je

Kate kawan

What friends 4 huh?? kalo kawan 100 pon kalo mase susah x de wat pe??

x kan la 100 tu buat kawan glak je....susah payah mesti la same2

At least just hear the problem, it's okey if u cant help

Maybe he/she spit it out, he/she will feel better

That's what friends 4!

Hear that kinda stuff

N maybe comfort her/ him a lil'

I'm sure she/he will glad u r there

Even u just listening

Mcm yg aq ckp tadi.........

Sikap amik tahu ade good side n bad side

Ape salahnye kite buat yg good side??

Yg bad side tu x yah la buat

Sikap camtu hanya akan buat your friend get fedup with u

Ingat!

"Friends brings happiness,

 They'll make u laugh

 If u dont have any

 It's such a waste

 Cause friends are important"

THE END

Wedding Ceremony Pak Su

5 Disember 2010

Kitorang sekeluarga bertolak kul 3 pagi....awal gler tu, 10 minute seblom pergi tu aq masih on9 fb.....ayah ttibe je kate nak pegi awal, so x de pilihan len ar...pegi gak.. Dlm kete aq ngan adek2 nyanyi la lagu yg kitorang tau...mmg best, cume bile part aq nyanyi solo gerenti x de saper bagi perhatian , kuang asam punye adek....x per, aq sabar

Sampai kul 5 lebih, mule2 umi suroh tido.....takot ade eyebag...ooo, tapi slame ni aq tido lambat kol 3 or 4 x de masalah pon....jadik disbbkan  aq x dpt tido, aq berbual la ngan atok....atok skang ni da makin kurus, takot nak urut tgn atok sbb takot patah.....dulu aq ngan adek beradek slalu dok umah atok...disbbkan da jarang gler melawat atok aq kureng rapat ngan atok n kureng tau ttg perkembangan atok, but still aq sayang gler ngan atok.....syg gler gler

Lepas sembahyang subuh , bace komik @ manga, mmg aq sengaja bwk sbb takot bosan....aq bace la, hahahhaah, terkekeh kekeh aq bace komik tu..sampai kan atok pon pelik, lawak gler dowh komik tu, x leh tahan ketawa..

Kitorang pegi majlis akad nikah tu kol 10 lebih, Pak Su la yg lambat nye...nunggu die je da nak kat setgh jam, nak kate make up pakai blusher n lipstick tu x de la...abis tu nape lmbt sgt??? tah..aq pon x tau, hanye yg nak kawin je yg tau, maybe nervous kot...kot je la

Sampai kat masjid tu dah kol 10 lebih da, pastu tunggu bout half an hour lagi, x tau sbb pe...yg aq nampak umi amik air wuduk n solat, maybe wat solat hajat kot sbb waktu zuhur blom masok lagi.....aq tau umi nak doakan  kebahagiaan adek bongsu die.....tu sbb umi wat solat hajat

Mase akad nikah tu aq x perasan sgt, sbb aq tgh mengelamun.....x ingat sbb ape,yg pasti seblom tu aq slalu tgk reaksi Mak Su ( isteri Pak Su ) ...tgk2 da sah, pastu imam bagi taklimat ke ape tah....ttg talak n peranan suami ,tanggungjawab suami n isteri....lebih kurang cam tu ar

Lepas habis sume tu atok solat...x tau solat pe.....diikuti lak ngan Pak Su, aq perhatikan je....aq mmg camtu, kalo ngan org yg aq kenal aq mmg kepoh, tapi ngan strangers aq mmg pendiam, disbbkan umi dgn adek2 nye, aq dok sorang je la........ aq tgk je Pak Su, lepas habis solat Pak Su tadah tgn berdoa, mase tu gak lah aq sebak...x tau nape, yg geram nye..aq da tahan air mata da tapi kuar gak....lepas Pak Su habis doa aq berjaye gak kawal emosi aq.....

Lepas acara batal kan air sembahyang aq boleh tahan nangis lagi, tapi x tau mase bile aq da meleleh da.....
mcm waterfall....shuuuu, shuuuuu...sume turun, laju lak tu. Aq mmg x sangke akan nangis, sbb aq ni slalu nye seorang yg lasak, brutal n berdikari...so org mmg pelik tgk aq nangis......mase nak amik gmbr tu aq nangis lagi, bole dikatekan lebih 10 minit dah aq nangis, pastu umi dtg pelok, nak tenang kan aq....pastu air mate pon kurang la sket....pastu x tau bile air mate tu turun lagi....lebih laju, mase tu mmg aq da malu gler, opah lak pelok aq, sume yg tgk menangis ( Pak Su la kate, aq x tau pon sbb aq fokus sgt ngan nangis tu) pastu Pak Su dtg.....ngan Mak Su...dari tadi dier da tgk aq da, tadi dier tanye " Nape Ecah nangis? Pak Su kawin dier lak yg nangis" dgn selambe nye Pak Su ckp.....aq pon x tau nape emotional sgt mase tu, pastu Pak Su pon dtg pelok....mase tu mmg sebak gler2........ mase Pak Su pelok aq tu, aq dpt rase yg aq akan kehilangan dier....sedih sgt, aq terhincut2 nangis, opah pon nangis, Pak Su....x yah kate ar, mesti la dier nangis tgk anak sedara die nangis sbb dier kan.....pastu Pak Su suroh amik gmbr ngan Mak Su ngan Pak Su.... aq x nak, x cun ar amik gmbr mase nangis...tapi mase tu gak la, Aida , Kak Ika ( cousin) amik gmbr aq ...malu nye.....da la aq masih menangis mse tu...x ayu gler dowh, yg pasti aq bersyukor sbb x de , kuar hingus....hahahha, x dpt aq bygkan kalo kaur hingus, mesti malu gler dowh.......

Sekian..terima kasih...
bye, bye...

note: kpd Pak Su n Mak Su, saye ucap kan SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU......
         dr hati yg ikhlas saya doakan kebahagiaan rumah tangga Pak Su n Mak Su....
         saya syg Pak Su, Mak Su tolong jaga Pak Su elok2 key
         muahhhh

Pak Su n Mak Su ♥♥♥

By Hero (manga-oneshot)

Sendrick is a bird that hates humans more than anything.

They're annoying, rude, and violent.

Whenever he can, he keeps his distance away from him.

But what happens when he accidentally falls onto a human?

comment: the drawing were amazing n coollll!!! must read

http://www.mangafox.com/manga/by_hero/